urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ferus_lupis As my conscience seems to be. Kajimoto Takahisa 2005-05-21T19:25:45Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ferus_lupis:904 2005-05-21T19:25:45Z 2005-05-21T19:25:45Z I find myself in an awkward position... in debt to a complete stranger who I have no way of paying back because it doesn't seem as though he cares about monetary compensation... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ferus_lupis:633 2005-04-16T23:37:32Z 2005-04-16T23:49:49Z The moon's first quarter just started today. A full moon should be coming around the 24th. Am I being anal retentive or just precautious? Moons rarely have much effect on me anymore, except for a a height in my senses. I remember when I was just turned, how I'd wake up completely naked in a park... Bad times. I hated that weakness and utter confusion. At least I've more or less got control over my body again, though I don't even want to get started with total lunar eclipses. Thank God it only happens twice a year.<br /><br />There's something beautiful about the moon, something that draws people to it, to gaze at it and bask in it's glow. It pulls people to it like how controls tides. It's light mystical and gentle and yet I can't stand to look at it sometimes.<br /><br />I think... hm. I'm not in the mood to be alone tonight. Maybe if I get off my lazy ass, I'll go to my friend's place (namely the ass who turned me) and bitch. Funny how the man who sentenced this on me became someone who I go to so often for advice and company. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ferus_lupis:413 2005-02-04T08:58:18Z 2005-02-04T09:08:27Z There's something wrong with me, always around spring time. It's not even summer yet and it feels very hot. I can smell some people's pheremones better than usual and it's like a "come hither" scent that leaves a rather unwanted effect on me. It's distracting and disturbing...